Airplanes- UGH!!

I officially HATE airplanes and airports! Ugh!!! So as we are finalizing our plans to get out of Rexburg, we've decided that Pat is going to drive to Iowa and I will stay with my grandma who lives in Utah for a few days, then fly with Alexa back to Iowa, where Pat will meet us. This normally would be be better than driving all the way from Rexburg, ID to Cedar Rapids, IA with a 9 month old baby, however, I have had way too many flights with a baby BY MYSELF might I add, to never want to fly again. First, Alexa and I flew to Cali in Aug. when she was a month old. Then we flew to Colorado for Christmas. In February, Lexa and I flew to Houston, TX. THEN...at the end of Feb. we flew to Cedar Rapids, IA to be with Pat. All these trips were great seeing family and whatnot, but now I have to deal with another 8 hours of airplane flying by myself. I guess it wouldn't be AS bad to have Pat there with me to help but he is not. I have to carry on the plane, a wiggly child in my arms, a diaper bag, and a pump (if you dont know what that is, dont worry about it...) Then have to check a bag for both me and Alexa. So that would be a grand total of 8 airplane rides (to and from) NOT counting the flippin layovers, which I really should count as another airplane ride but I dont even know how many layovers I've actually had. Anyway, ugh I'm just fed up with airplanes and airports I could scream!